wimmhtw* 11.7

1. This is not an easy part of my week right now. Things have been stressful, and now I’m having to deal with something that I’ve been avoiding for a very long time. It’s good that I’m finally dealing with it, but it’s brought up all sorts of feelings—shame, sadness, anger. I am happy about the chance to deal with it, for the strength to deal with it (in one of those situations where the universe is not giving me a lot of options). But I also hate that I got myself in this situation. So this is a tough week, and trying to find things that are making me happy when I’m so not happy is difficult. But I am still trying, so there’s that.

2. Applesauce, because it’s lovely. And it’s apple season. Eat more apples.

3. Holiday catalogs. I spent an hour or two on the sofa yesterday morning going through holiday catalogs, and I got a lot of good ideas for holiday gifts. Some might be for me. But I had fun, shopping analog, but still in pajamas.

*what is making me happy this week

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